Tuesday, September 7, 2010

How I Really Feel

There are so many things I'd like to say about a certain someone on this blog. I don't, though. For one, this blog is linked to a popular and awesome Morgan horse blog called Above Level, and I don't want anyone who may know of me (as remote a possibility as that may be) to know exactly who I'm speaking of. I don't honestly think that many people read what I write, but you just NEVER really know.

The thing though, is that the person I wish I could write about has had a huge impact on the way I feel about riding and showing right now. Whether it be negative or positive, I'll leave that for you to figure out. All I'll say is that I did not show this year, though I had many opportunities and I rode only a small handful of times on my beloved Morgans.

It's not all bad, in case that's what it sounds like. This person has also had an amazing impact on my riding abilities. I speak about them in a positive light as well, but the past few years have been rough to say the least.

I want to voice how I feel so badly, I know that my blogging buddies would have some great advice, but SIGH all I can do is write about how I want to write about someone. That's all I can really say :(.

With that said, when I get a horse I am going to go to a show barn where there is great camaraderie, positive attitudes, and affordability. Does that even exist?

4 comments:

Lexa said...

=/ This doesn't sound too good...I hope that whatever is wrong works itself out and that you finally get that Morgan sometime soon!

Rachel said...

im a computer retard and dont know the logisitcs... but i know there is a way to post password protected posts, where you can give the password to people you want to read and others cant... just a suggestion

Paint Girl said...

I'm sorry, I have a feeling it isn't very good. But think positively, there IS a place out there with everything YOU are looking for!! Really!! Keep on keepin' on girl!

in2paints said...

Those types of barns are difficult to come by, but they do exist. Horse people are just one of a kind, if you know what I mean. ;)

I hope you're able to do whatever it is you love... show those Morgans if that's what you want to do, and don't let anyone get to you or make you feel bad.

We're here for you... even if we don't know all the details. :)